Week after week

I tell myself, "okay this week sucks, next week will be better." Apparently it's been 3 weeks. So far still hanging strong on this belief... okay who am I kidding? I'm barely holding on to this thinning belief. I'm so upset by SPA today. Seriously I'm like a blank idiot fumbling for answers. Hey XY, I thought you were gonna buck up?? Read your previous post please. OMG, :( So much just happened this week.. apparently not so happy stuffs. The only thing that keeps me going is.... my barely can make it positive mindset? Yeaps. Next week will be better. It will. If not, then the next next week will be better.